| wow do people still xanga?
i guess so.
well, faithful friends. i still read your updates!
what to say about the past 6+ months of my life.
a lot has happened.
good and bad.
happy and sad.
the usual... x a gabillion.
highlights:
i have been with my company for over one year now and i love it.
i got a raise.
i won a random contest yesterday and won my studio a free lunch on monday.
i completed a detox successfully.
Our work has been published in Metropolis magazine, exhibited at the Whitney Museum, and Center for Architecture, oh and random online sites
i saw jenny, who i havent seen since college
i have been going to so many shows, my head is spinning... in a good way
my cousin jihae is in america and is staying with us this summer
my friends took me to Newport for my 27th birthday
went on a family cruise and got to go to Puerto Rico, St. Marteen and St. Thomas islands
we found an apt in BK
for a very short time, i fell back into blissful, silly happiness because of a boy (as delusional as i was)
lows:
that very short time, turned into a terrible realization that i was made a fool and i have only myself to blame. shame on me.
i tunred another year older. ugggh.
candice is leaving us to go back to cali
i have no sensorship. if i feel like eating it- i will. if i feel like drinking it- i will. if i feel like saying it- i will. if i feel like doing it... bet your dollar... i wil
i haven't been going to church
i dated a guy and totally avoided him cause i thought i had some bizarre revelation about my heart
i can't sleep and my skin is paying for it
i wasted a lot of money these past months because of my foolish behavior
i gave hope to women... skeptics and romantics alike... and it was all disappointing... as was expected by all.
i drifted from my old co-workers
i lost faith in the good God i know i should love and appreciate...
usually when i am at my lowest i am able to pull some good out of it.
trying to think of hard life lessons as tuition to becoming a better, wiser person.
(advice taken from songagee's mama)
thank you friends for being so wonderful and supportive even when i am so dumb and selfish.
goals:
i want to run the 10K or the half marathon in a few months
i want to stabilize my weight so that i am happy, healthy. *right now i fluctuate too much*
i want to be able to trust my instincts again
i want to have faith in people again
i want to apply to grad schools in the fall (maybe)
i want to travel to brazil or europe before 2008 ends
i want to be completely out of debt (almost there) and start to really save save save
i want to be a better designer, better friend, better sister, and much better daughter... a better woman as a whole
i want to find a good church to go to
i want to wake up early, run, and then do my devotions every morning (I NEVER do that)
i want to sleep early and a lot
i want to be open even though i was so hurt
i want to forgive and forget the bad things and tuck away the good things and move on
i want to not be bitter, angry, damaged, or emotionally stunted because of someone else
i want to be confident and strong so that i don't let people take advantage of me in every way
i want to try something crazy... like sky diving, night fishing... any suggestions?
i want to go to the beach, hike, climb a mountain... and picnic more
pics from all the highlights to come.
actually i am writing this cause xanga threatened to close my account if i did not post. haha. ^_^
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this post...
coming soon.
oh and its not pretty.
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